Reports reports

I'm sort of working on my report now. 2nd year report. time sure flies. I'm sort of worry bout my work. I think I gotta work harder. :( I feel that I didn't push myself to max yet. I promise myself I'm gonna work very hard n in end, I'm gonna treat myself to something good. :)

So, fighting!~!~ Thinking cap on..

Kuching

I went to a ballet charity concert by my previous ballet school, Layna Ballet Academy. Met up with some old ballet friends. :) I watched their performance and I think they are very good. :)






Guess what? I got a new hair cut. I feel sort of funny at first but I guess I'm getting used to it now. Oh, how I love Kuching. It's been almost 2 months since I'm back here. I was and still busy with my lab work but I got this chance to come back for holiday as the civil lab is close during raya. :)

I'll be going back to KL on Monday and I need to put my 100 percent in my civil lab work again. :)

Love love...

Mum brought me this watch. :) I think it's for encouragement to finish my phd. :) It's with pearl case and diamonds as the hours. :) Love it a lot.

I'm back in Kuching for almost 6 days already. :) I'll be back in KL on Monday morning. Plan to go to lab after lunch to cast the beams. Lots of things to do. :)

Girls.. Let us be inspired

Love the songs above.. Girls.. we r strong enough to bare children.. :) N then we r back to business

Better

Feel much better today after I talked to my supervisor. I wasn't planning on telling him anything bout what happened but he sort of know there are something wrong in the lab.

I manage to complete most of my lab work before weekend. But I have tons of reading materials to finish. Hmm.. I know it's best to read more cause tons of knowledge can only be found from reading. I have another 1 year plus to complete and I wish I can complete on time. I have lots of beams to cast in order to get the results I want.

How I wish there are 48 hours a day. haha

Annoyed

First of all, I don't get annoyed easily. I'll rarely get angry unless someone step on my back. That's what I went through today.

It's not easy working with people in the same lab who think he owns the lab. Someone who has an attitude problem but too arrogant to realize it himself. Sometime, I just wish that he knows how bitchy he is. haha..

He tried to dominate everything and give reasons on why he should act like a bitch. When he is stress, he tried to put his stress on other people. Hey, why can't he realize not only him is rushing to complete his work and he tried to put his stress on others when he don't get his way.

Everyone who step into the lab hope to complete on time. But I'm sure most of us learn how to compromise.

I'm so annoyed by the way he talked to me today. Such a bitch. He didn't even realize that he is the one who took out my sample yesterday that suppose to oven dried for a day. I tried to just forget bout it but he talked to me so rudely first like a dog barking. I tried to tell him i just took his one out today so i can dry mine and he said we suppose to share the oven and he is rushing for his project.

The oven can fit in 9 trays. Yesterday, He took 1 out of 5 mine out and put in his one. So he got 5 and I got 4. So today, to be fair, I took all of mine and one of his one out to put in another 5 of mine. He said its not fair. Is it not fair?

AM I NOT RUSHING? AND I TOLD HIM GO TOUCH HIS OWN BLOODY TRAY THAT IS STILL HOT. So annoyed.

KUching.. oh love...

Kuching.. Oh love..24 hours from now I'll be landed at Kuching International Airport. :) Looking forward to it cause the next time I'll be back will be for raya.

This holiday will be a short one tho' just over the weekend. :) I need family's love. :) shower me with food.

Be celebrating father's day this Saturday. I think my dad is excited cause we're going to have BBQ this Saturday and also pizza night on Sunday.

Complicated

Maybe it's time to sit down and think through the path of life that I want. It's hard to even think without mixing emotion into the choice we made. Esp for girls.

Just realize that after many years, people changed and things may no longer the same.

The words I love you may not seem the same anymore. Is it me who over think or is it true that people changed?

I wish things are not as complicated as now.

GIving up

I no longer trust myself anymore. I'm giving up. I don't even see faith in believing things will work out like the way they should. It's not only people who turn their back on me. I'm turning my back on myself. My life is finally screwed. Guess no one will understand how I feel.

This is the hardest path I've chosen and I can't get through this. I know life is never easy but I never guess it will be this tough.

Anyway, I'll try to put on a smiley face and pretend everything will be fine. But as saying goes, one can never cheat her heart.

Piled Higher and Deeper

Found a funny online comics bout phd. Very funny indeed. The comics actually picture what most of phd students have gone through and are going through. www.phdcomics.com

I know I'm slow in progress now. So, I know I must push myself more to progress. I have my submission soon and I do not have any thing to write yet. I'm doing my sieving. Endless.

I told myself I gotta go to my office every night to at least write some papers. My 2nd supervisor is requesting me to submit at least a conference paper by this year. I did 1 and a half. Need to read a bit more to support my data.

Singapore Part 1

I went to Singapore last week and met up with my high school friends, Irene and Mandy. I'll upload more pics from the trip with my family soon. :)

Pirates :)

Just watched pirates with CAthy at Jusco Cheras Selatan. :) love it. It never fail to impress me with fantasy. Black pearl in the bottle :) How cute....

I miss Keira Knightley from the last 3 installment. I think she's very pretty.

Oh ya, I've been thinking about the lists of important things in my life right now. Here it goes:

1. Getting my Phd thesis done on time.
2. Building a healthier lifestyle with the food I consume.
3. Making my family members happy. Impress them.
4. Start on journals and conference papers as soon as possible.

Last thing that I should put in my mind is relationship. I rather not to think bout it as much as I can. Thinking make me feel bad bout the choice that I made to stay in it. argh, I hope I'll not regret being in it as time goes on. Being committed is not what I'm seeking for right now. I don't wish have commitment like engagement or whatsoever. It's like tying me up and I don't like it. I think I love the type of freedom I have right now. As much as I wish to see him, meeting him once a year doesn't feel so bad after all. I love the time I have for myself as time goes by, I learn to love myself more.:) I learn that no one else will love me more than myself and my family, so it's only right for me to love myself a lot. I know who's very good to me so I'll learn to love them back more. I guess women should not rely on guys to much as their heart may change one day. Learn to love yourself more and you'll be happier than relying on the man you love to love you more than he love himself. I guess most guys are selfish as they would love themselves more than the woman they have in their life. Remember, no one can love you more than the love you can give to yourself. :)

Treats :)

I can't wait to watch the pirates of carribean. I heard from my friend that Midvalley has this awesome deco theme for the movie. Argh. I wanna go and see it with my own eyes this friday.




I went shopping with Angela yesterday. Got myself a pair of shoe, hat, a bag and 2 dresses. Got my mum a pink shirt and a shoe. :) Can't wait to meet her and ko next week in Singapore for the weekend. :)

Hmm.. Most of my uni friends are going to have 3 months summer holiday. I miss my undergrad as I need to work on my research during summer. :( I'm still busy sieving my ops. hmm Hopefully I can start casting next month and get some results for my 2nd year.

Weekend

It's been 3 weeks since I am back from Kch. I miss my dear nephew, Gerard. Isn't he a cutie?

I'm feeling so bored. I know I have lots of things to do but I always feel extremely bored on weekend. Most of the time, I'll be spending my time by watching movies and dramas.

Besides that, I'm trying to eat more healthily and drink at least 2 litres of water everyday. Hopefully, it can become a habit of mine soon. I can feel the difference in me before and after I drink water, Gotta make myself like a vampire craving for blood. But instead of blood, I should crave for water.

Oh ya, got a nice pink can and patrick from Mcd. :) And I've just cleaned the aquarium for my baby flower horn.

It's almost dinner time and I don't know what to eat. Perhaps I should cook curry chicken rice for my dinner. :)

Oh ya, I'm recently watching the hk drama, Moonlight resonance. Nice drama. Love it. A quote from the drama " A mother biggest fear is not to see their kids make mistakes, but to see them quarrel with each other. "

Tyler Lockwood & Caroline Forbes

Has anyone watched vampire diaries episode 21? Oh gosh, how I love Tyler Lockwood in there. He looked hot after transformation from werewolf to human. & the scene he has with Caroline is lovely.

Hope they will end up together in the next season. :)

Vampire + Werewolf = Forbidden Love

SOund hotter than Vampire + Human = Possible Love (if human become a vampire)

Argh, gotta wait another few months more for the next season.

Happy Mother's Day

Dear Mum,
Thanks for everything. Words can't describe how much I know your love towards me, ko ko and the our family. The reason you are tired and busy everyday is because of us. :) Care so much bout our well being and try to help us in every way you could. And I hope we could enjoy our trip ti Singapore with kor and his family in June. :)

Love lots,
ah girl

love this

oh, how i love this gucci vintage... :) wish i can have it.

Melaka 24th April 2011

It was a sunny day on that day. Me, karyn, toh and some of our friends went to Melaka. Covered all the way from Jonker street to Melaka mall. Super warm that day. We were sweating nonstop. But we are kinda disappointed with the Melaka Chicken Rice Ball, which are too commercialize. We feel that we have better one back in Kuching. haha.. I think Sarawak food are still the best. Nothing can beat the Sarawak Laksa and Kolo mee. haha. :)

kuching

elo kch, I'm back for the weekend n public holiday for labour day. :) It's my grandma's birthday too :) I know I flew back quite often. :) The tix price is almost the same with the amount of money that I would spend if I'm out in KL, right? So, why not..

Bazinga!~!~

Oh my, I'm so in love with the big bang theory. Love the humor of Dr. Sheldon Lee Cooper. :) Excellent acting from Jim Parsons. :) Just cheer me up from my tiring day. And they even create a wiki page just for the character. :)

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Sheldon_Cooper

and here's the list of quotes from him that I find amusing. :) watch the series and you will get what I mean. :)

• From “The Lizard-Spock Expansion” (Season 2):
Explaining the rules to his expanded version of Rock-Paper-Scissors: “Scissors cuts paper, paper covers rock, rock crushes lizard, lizard poisons Spock, Spock smashes scissors, scissors decapitates lizard, lizard eats paper, paper disproves Spock, Spock vaporizes rock, and as it always has, rock crushes scissors.”

• From “The Nerdvana Annihilation” (Season 1):
Describing the scope of an argument: “A little misunderstanding? Galileo and the Pope had a little misunderstanding.”

• From “The Big Bran Hypothesis” (Season 1):
Lamenting the natural force preventing him and Leonard from carrying a heavy object: “Ah, gravity—thou art a heartless bitch.”

• From “The Jiminy Conjecture” (Season 3):
Protesting his sanity: “I am not crazy; my mother had me tested.”

• From “The Gothowitz Deviation” (Season 3):
After trying to condition Penny using rewards of chocolate: “Interesting. Sex works even better than chocolate to modify behavior. I wonder if anyone else has stumbled on to that.”

• From “The Jiminy Conjecture” (Season 3):
Insisting he knows what he’s talking about: “Howard, you know me to be a very smart man. Don’t you think that if I were wrong, I’d know it?”

• From “The Vegas Renormalization” (Season 2):
Expressing confusion at a common social relationship: “What exactly does that expression mean, ‘friends with benefits’? Does he provide her with health insurance?”

• From “The Guitarist Amplification” (Season 3):
Explaining culinary labels: “You can’t make a half sandwich. If it’s not half of a whole sandwich, it’s just a small sandwich.”

• From “The Electric Can Opener Fluctuation” (Season 3):
On a group of colleagues who hated him: “They were threatened by my intelligence and too stupid to know that’s why they hated me.”

• From “The Friendship Algorithm” (Season 2):
Rationalizing his newly discovered fear: “A fear of heights is illogical. A fear of falling, on the other hand, is prudent and evolutionary.”

• From “The Fuzzy Boots Corollary” (Season 1):
Regarding Leonard’s romantic prospects with Penny: “I think that you have as much of a chance of having a sexual relationship with Penny as the Hubble telescope does of discovering at the center of every black hole is a little man with a flashlight searching for a circuit breaker.”

• From “The Electric Can Opener Fluctuation” (Season 3):
Interrupting Penny in the throes of her passion for Leonard: “Hello, Penny. I realize you are currently at the mercy of your primitive biological urges. But, as you have an entire lifetime of poor decisions ahead of you, may I interrupt this one?”

• From “The Maternal Congruence” (Season 3):
Explaining why he roots for the sun in Frosty the Snowman: “Excuse me, but the sun is essential for all life on Earth. Frosty is merely a bit of frozen, supernatural ephemera in a stolen hat. A crime, by the way, for which he is never brought to account.”

• From “The Cooper-Hofstadter Polarization” (Season 1):
After Leonard asks him why a letter is in the trash: “Well, there’s always the possibility that a trash can spontaneously formed around the letter, but Occam’s Razor would suggest that someone threw it out.”

• From “The Dumpling Paradox” (Season 1):
Outraged at Penny’s video-game prowess: “I don’t know how, but she is cheating! Nobody can be that attractive and this skilled at a video game.”

• From “The Pants Alternative” (Season 3):
Telling a joke for nerds: “A neutron walks into a bar and asks how much for a drink. The bartender replies, ‘For you, no charge.’”

Funny isn't it?