Wednesday, June 22, 2011

KUching.. oh love...

Kuching.. Oh love..24 hours from now I'll be landed at Kuching International Airport. :) Looking forward to it cause the next time I'll be back will be for raya.

This holiday will be a short one tho' just over the weekend. :) I need family's love. :) shower me with food.

Be celebrating father's day this Saturday. I think my dad is excited cause we're going to have BBQ this Saturday and also pizza night on Sunday.

Friday, June 17, 2011

Complicated

Maybe it's time to sit down and think through the path of life that I want. It's hard to even think without mixing emotion into the choice we made. Esp for girls.

Just realize that after many years, people changed and things may no longer the same.

The words I love you may not seem the same anymore. Is it me who over think or is it true that people changed?

I wish things are not as complicated as now.

Thursday, June 16, 2011

GIving up

I no longer trust myself anymore. I'm giving up. I don't even see faith in believing things will work out like the way they should. It's not only people who turn their back on me. I'm turning my back on myself. My life is finally screwed. Guess no one will understand how I feel.

This is the hardest path I've chosen and I can't get through this. I know life is never easy but I never guess it will be this tough.

Anyway, I'll try to put on a smiley face and pretend everything will be fine. But as saying goes, one can never cheat her heart.

Tuesday, June 14, 2011

Piled Higher and Deeper

Found a funny online comics bout phd. Very funny indeed. The comics actually picture what most of phd students have gone through and are going through. www.phdcomics.com

I know I'm slow in progress now. So, I know I must push myself more to progress. I have my submission soon and I do not have any thing to write yet. I'm doing my sieving. Endless.

I told myself I gotta go to my office every night to at least write some papers. My 2nd supervisor is requesting me to submit at least a conference paper by this year. I did 1 and a half. Need to read a bit more to support my data.

Friday, June 10, 2011

Singapore Part 1


I went to Singapore last week and met up with my high school friends, Irene and Mandy. I'll upload more pics from the trip with my family soon. :)