Singapore Part 1

I went to Singapore last week and met up with my high school friends, Irene and Mandy. I'll upload more pics from the trip with my family soon. :)

Happy Mother's Day

Dear Mum,
Thanks for everything. Words can't describe how much I know your love towards me, ko ko and the our family. The reason you are tired and busy everyday is because of us. :) Care so much bout our well being and try to help us in every way you could. And I hope we could enjoy our trip ti Singapore with kor and his family in June. :)

Love lots,
ah girl

kuching

elo kch, I'm back for the weekend n public holiday for labour day. :) It's my grandma's birthday too :) I know I flew back quite often. :) The tix price is almost the same with the amount of money that I would spend if I'm out in KL, right? So, why not..

Thoughts

I'm at my aunt place in KL for the past few days.. Been going out and about in Pavilion, Sunway Pyramid, Kota Damansara and The curve. I think I've put on weight. I eat more meals a day. My mum is coming over this fri before we head to Singapore. Will be a fun week :)

I miss home so badly. I miss my dad. :) I remembered him being the best dad in the world. He never fail to put other needs 1st before anyone else. He's the type of person who think" yan yan wai go, go wai yan yan" in canto. :) After I watch the hk series a chip off the block, the character Sunny reminds me of him. I remember my dad used to buy me lots of good food. If I say I wan tomato fried mee, he will buy and wait for me after tuition. He will also carry my back and drive me to school everyday. I think I'm very lucky to have him as a dad. Though he may not be very successful in his career but he did more than other dad can do for their kids.

I think self reflect is a good way to remember what our parent and family sacrifice for us so we can try our best to be less selfish and stop thinking bout ourselves. I think if we treat other people nice, people will remember and treat us with respect. I freaked out thinking that I'm actually adult and my parents are going to be senior citizen soon and my brothers are in their 30's. I miss times when I was still a kid, constantly complain bout my school work. Time pass really fast.

I realize this blog is more of a diary of mine rather than blogs written famously by celebrity bloggers who constantly post pics of them out and about and advertorials. Maybe that explains why less people viewed my blog daily. :)

Today...

I woke up super late today.. ard 12 noon. and my back aches till now.. Now I'm kinda freak out when I c this bed. I miss my kch bed. Guess I will be staying late to do some reading..

I went to tesco to buy food today and I end up buying a total amount of RM100 worth of food. Stocked up my chips, got 2 flavours of lays, twisties, double decker prawn chips. Brought fresh raw salmon slice too. Cheap rm24.90 per kg compare to the one i usually buy rm59.90 per kg. Lots of vege and grapes. Hmm, I guess it could last me for a month with all the food I have in my room. I think I need a food diary to keep me on track not to shop and finish those in my rooms.

Talked to my sis in law. She said my bro wanna bring me to MR. Ho when I'm back. My 2nd bro sayang me so much. I feel so lucky to have him as my bro. Sometime, I wish my age gap with him is smaller cause with the 8 years different age gap, sometimes it's hard to find a topic to talk to him. But I do love him dearly, he's not only my bro but he can be my dad. I used to be rebellious when I was a teenager cause my dad was sick and I was curious bout the outside world. I ever skip my tuition classes but I was caught by him and got scolded. very badly. I think if without him, I won't be who I am now. Doing my Phd. That's why I appreciate my family more than anything. And of course him. :) For me friends walk in and out from our lives but family stay with us forever.

Excited...

Guess what?? :) My family will be coming to KL in 2 weeks time. :) My 2 bro, and their wife, 2 nephew, my mum. uncle, auntie and their 3 kids. I'm so excited. :) They said they wanna try Jogoya's food. I heard from my KL friend bout oversea and tai thong restaurant, which is said the food is superb. I guess RM800 ++ per table is worth it. But I'm not sure if we have enough time for it as they plan to go Genting and Sunway.

I miss my nephews so much. My family celebrated his birthday yesterday and I missed it. :(

I feel like going home where everything are stress free but I can't. I have a lot of lab works to do. It's 5 months more to go before my 1st year report submission. I don't think my progress is on par yet. I need more time but I wanna grad faster.

I have so many holiday plans but everything needs $$$. :(

nyway, gtg now. need to get ready for uni.

Christmass

I'm back home.. :) I'm thinking of uploading my pics but not now, kinda lazy and i'm trying to lsoe some weight here. haha but since i'm in kch, i guess it'll be hard. My family esp my mum has been trying to feed me with lots of nice food. tempting :P

Nyway, be having a new year eve dinner with some of my friends. :P I've decided to make it one go.. :)

When I'm back here in kch, I'm so lazy to go everywhere.. haha.. Is it normal to feel this way?? lolx... I'm kinda tired to get dress up haha...

Miss home...

Arghh... I'm so stress... and I miss home.. I miss my bed though my bed here is quite comfy. I miss my family esp my mum n my nephews.

Everyone seems to be going back for Christmas... Well, so I am. I can't wait to go back for 3 days again. A short holidays before my 3 weeks long holidays for Chinese New Year. Christmas is less than 2 weeks more, which clearly indicate that Chinese New Year is also around the corner.

I just can't wait for Chinese New Year... :P I love the cookies that my mum made plus everyone seems to be very happy. I can't wait to have cny eve dinner but this time around, he'll not be able to join us. lolx.. he's going to miss out the good food that my mum n sis in laws cooked. haha.. :P means I can have everything to myself. haha.. jk.. I'm not that greedy.

Actually stress has starting to crawl into me now. I'm not sure why I always get headache. Crap.. Maybe I got nightmare last night about an evil puppet chasing me.. lolx... maybe cause I forgot to put my talisman beside me when I sleep.

Anyway, I miss Chillies food. My birthday is around the corner and this time, he won't be able to spend it with me lol.. So, I've decided to do some shopping for myself n for my parent. I'll have a retail therapy.. :)

I love typing my heart out. haha.. expressing myself emotionally. :P cause it seems like I let it go when there's no one else there to listen to my grumble. They have their own headache n problems so I'm not going to weight them more with mine. Right??

Phd, which is famously stand for Permanent Head Damage has slowly start to show it's meaning. haha.. JK... lol...

Maybe my life without a laptop is boring that's why I have so much time to think n think n think of stupid n foolish things. I just can't live without it. I can do lots of things with it. Chatting n watching series n movies with pps stream. lolx... now this make me miss it more.

anyway, I'll stop crapping and signing off now.

xoxo,
jen

Mid Autumn Festival...

Sorry for this super duper late post.. :) I'd celebrated mid autumn festival at home.. :) with my family.. everyone made it.. my grandma, mum, aunties, uncles, bros, sis in laws, my cousins and my family friends. It was actually fun that my whole family as in me, my 2 bros and their families went shopping together at boulevard the day before the festival.

There's no doubt that my little cousins and nephews are obsessed with the lantern. Even my mum n sis in law played. haha

not enough??

I've mixed feeling about everything. From everything surrounds my life. I know it I'm very lucky to have everything that some other people dying to wish for to come true. yeah, I''m feeling really lucky to have such a loving family, a loving bf who gives ways to me and etc..

Now, all that left for me to do is to appreciate every moment I have with them. :)

family....

I've been quite busy lately regarding my family matters and my own personal matters. It seems like everyone from my batch has started earning their own bucks whilst I'm still here being my parent's baby at home. :) I have other great plans for my future besides working.

However, no matter how much I have in my life, I'd learned to be humble and appreciate it. I'm so thankful for having such a loving family. Someone I can talk to and share my grumbles and happiness.

I'd learned that in life, we should be glad and thankful for whatever we have and we should treasure the relationships that we have with our parents, siblings, spouse and children as we only born once in life having that person as our parents, siblings, spouse and children. If we were to reborn again, it may not be the same person anymore who share that kind of relationship with us.

Sometimes, although we may argue with each other, but we can never break off the strong connection of us with them no matter what. They'll stay forever as your loved ones. Remember that. Therefore, we should try to forget and forgive as God can see what's true and believe in karma. Whatever happens may happened for a reason, but we'll still have the power to control over how we want it to be in the end. :)

Day out...

I've been busy lately doing stuff that I love the most from thinking too much bout the fact that I'll only meet him in a year time.

Things that I'd done include:

• Movie night with my bro n sis in law at the latest cinema in town, MBO at Spring. It's like 70 percent the one in KL, GSC. For KCH standard, it was way better than the existing one.
• Next off, lunches and dinners with my mum. We've been spending quality time together. :) My mum is like my best friend. She always try to understand me. :) Nyway, she's been teasing him on the phone bout my nephew crying in the airport cause of him. :) haha..
• Saloon time with my sis in law at the JENT'ZEN at the Spring. It's RM36 for wash and cut. :) Quite reasonable if were to compare to those other saloons in town.
• Brandon's bday treat at Richmond by my aunt moi. :)
• Play time with my baby nephew, Gerard and Albert.

But I still can't deny I miss Mr. Elephant a lot.. :(..

Can't wait...

My mum will be here for my graduation ceremony this Thursday.. Along side with my brother, sis in law and my uncle. It will be way fun. :) yay!~

I can't wait to spend time with them esp shopping haha.. Btw, I think my mum is more excited than I am for my graduation. :)

I just can't wait.. But I'm still struggling with my research proposal, which I need to be completed by tomorrow. Sigh..

Baby Nephew...

Isn't he is so adorable? He's the cutest thing in my family now. :) He's my baby nephew.. :) Baby Gerald.. :)




I saw this very nice baby shoes in KL and I brought it for him. Looked so cute. :)

Home Sweet Home..

I'm back in kch.. :) It is really nice to see my family again. My baby nephew is so cute. :) THat's why I've plan to spend my whole day tmr to be with him.. :)

Kuching seems to progress in a pretty fast pace especially in term of developmet, restaurant and clubs. But the cinema here is still lousy if were to compare to the one in west MAlaysia, GSC... :)


Nyway, he's came back with me for 3 days and he's back in KL dy. :) We've meet up with our ex college friends. It's really nice to see that some of my friends have gf dy. Really glad. :)