Wise Spending

I've been back in kch... As kch has this nice new mall, which was opened less than 6 months ago... Hence, it become my usual hang out place.. They have international brand shop in the mall, which marked the beginning of shopping spree for Kuchingians.. :) Brand like MNG, ROXY, Esprit, Sushi King, BIg Apple Donut, FOS, HOJB, HABIB JEwels, Quicksilver, ROXY and so on... :) feel like back in KL again but the mall is smaller though..BUT there's smth missing.. The difference is he's not with me. :(..

As now is the megasale, there are lot's of discount from various shops..I was supposed to be window shopping with my friend but end up, I brought a shirt and a dress from MNG, the dress is blue in color and the shirt is black with a pic of elephant on it.. So cute.. :P REmind me of him..

Not only that, I also brought a classic watch from City chain.. LOve it.. :) Hopefully he'll love it..

life about to end.. for the piggies

I was driving today and guess whom i saw??

there was so many piggies on the lorry.. but sad though the driver must be selling them off to be slaughtered... And that's how they end their life.. sad sad.. so, advice u to go green.. hehe.. :) save them from pain..


see how cute they are.. so don't eat them if u can.. :)

Why Do Girls Love Jerks???

I came across a Book entitled Why do Guys Love Bitches? which was written by Sherry Argov’s. I think that the book title is kind of interesting so I've tried to browse through some of the pages. In the book it states various reasons why guys prefer bitches rather than nice girls. Most of the reasons are nice girls seem to be desperate and available for their guys. N nice girls also treat their guys too nice.. But I don't find it wrong to treat out bf nice... As some people said guys are only playing with bitches and they will end up marrying a nice girl. :)

Hence, I've decided to come up with my very own version of "WHY DO GIRLS LOVE JERKS?"

There's this chinese quote saying that nan ren pu huai, ni ren pu ai (sorry if wrong pin yin) :P which simple means in english IF GUYS ARE NOT BAD, GIRLS WON'T LOVE THEM..

In my statement, Jerks does not refer to guys who are AH BENG as in having tattoo, drive modified cars and look like a BAD BOY. But bastards here refer to guys who have a dashing look (doesn't need to be GOod Looking or model look. can just look like an elephant.. hehe) they just need to have a type of look which are mysterious and kind of cool. They also have attitude and character.

In the book Why do guys love bitches also does not refer bitches to girls who speak harsh languages and wear sexy clothes and slutty but they are simply women who love themselves more than others.Thus, it made guys feel worthwhile to be with them cause they will never give the sense of security to the guys of a feeling of they belong to the guy after all.

Going back to bastards. Jerks have the type of attitude that whatever they do, they will leave you in ????.. ANd you can never judge what they are thinking and what is on their mind most of the time. Hence, jerks are mysterious and they will leave you ask for more ??? when you hang out with them.

Jerks also poses different characters at different time. Sometimes they are funny and act childish and cute in front of their gf and their family. but when they come to their friends, they try to act so tough and serious and cool. & one of the thing u must admire them is their friends respect them for who they are and they gain respect from their friends through their character and attitude.

Not only that, jerks always try to protect their gf. They does not allow other guys to look at their girl, which means they does not like to show off their gf. They get jealous when they found out other guys try to chase their gf or talk to their gf. They always prefer their gf to be nice girls instead of bitches. They also does not like their gf to feel insecure and dress up sexily & make up as they think this will only attract other guys attention. They are very protective and their gf will only feel safe when she's with her bf. :)

Hence, I don't find it weird if girls prefer jerks. :)
As i'm one of them.. haha

First DAy at Work

Day one was so boring... To be honest,I prefer studying a lot more than working.. Working in office can bored me to death.. Although there are something to do, but being in front of the computer made my eyes sores.. Why on earth do I get myself in this situation as I can just be off to enjoy everyday of my holidays.. I told my mum I won't want to have this kind of life in office next time. The dream of mine is to be MY OWN BOSS.. haha... as working for people will never make me rich at all.. with the little amount of salary every month.. sob sob.. plus I don't think I'll be in the engineering line for the rest of my life.. I just want a degree or master to back me up in my life.. let's think this way, the amount of money to study engineering and business only differ by few thousand per year in my uni. Hence, I rather study engineering cause I wanna prove myself that I'm up to the challenge. whatever guys can do it, so do ladies.. That's why I admire Ivanna Trump (daughter of Donald Trump) than Paris Hilton who just enjoying her life lol....

THE SMARTEST PEOLPE ON EARTH IS THE ONE HIRING THE SMART PEOPLE TO WORK FOR THEM... true isn't it? U do not need to be so smart, but u just need to be rich by hiring smarter people to work for u.. n to help u multiply ur wealth.. BUt the prob that I'm gonna face now is I'm not rich.. haha... hence, I'm determine to build my own wealth.. :) how can i be rich by the time I'm erm.... let say 25, no no 25 too young.. most probably 30 la...or 35.. hehe...

It's either I wanna be my Own Boss or to be a rich tai tai.. hehe... to have a husband who can support me.. i don't mind helping my husband in his business and stay at home taking care of our kids.. hehe.. I just love kids.. Hmmm.. I think the dream of mine is getting out of control... N oh ya, I'm at work now.. hehe... so stop day dreaming... I need to get back to work now.. hehe

the end of my holidays

hm... just got myself a job... sob sob... end of my couch potato job.. i'm gonna brave myself up for my new upcoming challenge as a trainee at a company lol... haih... so lazy la... i didnt even ask them how much is my pay.. i guess it'll be only rm300 per month... trainee lol.. wat to expect.. anyway, wish me all the best for my first ever job tomorrow...

babies.....

BAbies are so so cute... esp babies BOys.. hehe... Just love em so much..They are the gift from HEAVEN for us.. There are cases that irresponsible couple choose to do abortion after getting pregnant from relationships outside marriage.. Even if they choose not to have the babies, they can just give it to people who can't have babies after giving birth to her/him.. They are more gracious and happy to have them although the babies are not from their own blood line..

BAbies are innocent, and even they don't have the right to choose to live in this world, at least give ourself a chance to be part of their life and give them a chance to be part of this beautiful world..

Therefore, we should not look down on single mother or parents who choose to give birth and raise their babies into kids then to be some one in this world. Although, it had been their mistakes for what they did, but nevertheless they admit their mistakes and be responsible on what they did and they totally deserve the respect and honor for what they did in return.. It's their partner who leave them should be blamed cause they cause them to be in this state.. it's not easy to raise ur kids by ur own.. it require a lot of love and determination..


pics sources from internet.. :)

Far from being perfect

There's little voice in me telling me stuffs before I doze off to sleep... Am I thinking to much or what? Feeling unsecure Bout my future... MAde me imagine of negative things that can happened to me.. With all these, I made up stories of my own to solve the imaginary unforeseen situations. I'm not sure why I feel this way.. Is it the pressure I give myself lately? My life is good.. My life is brilliant.. My results is Good.. What else can it be to make me this way? Is it my insecurity Bout the relationship I'm in? I ain't sure.. I'm feeling alone right now..'ve read a news bout a beautiful model committed suicide.. She was only 20.. sad case.. Is it the pressure that she had that drive her to her death..

I'm feeling insecurity bout myself.. BOut how I look.. I know I ain't perfect.. To have a flawless beauty is every girls dream.. I hate the little voices in me telling me that I'm far from being perfect.. Feeling the pain in my heart when I think bout being beautiful inner and outer..Does outer beauty really come first than innder beauty? Outer beauty won't last forever.. Does look matters? are only thin girls can only be classified as beautiful? Is it wrong to have confident in myself for who I am?


May light come after darkness..