Monday, July 30, 2012


As much as I try to keep my personal life private, there's one thing I want to share with you. I broke up with my bf of 5 years few months back. I realize one thing towards the end of that. You can never expect a person to love us as much as we can love ourselves. Believe it or not? We only met like once in 3 years time. Been in along distance relationship for the past 3 years. He's from another country so he often gave me the excuse of he has big responsibility towards his family and business. He just doesn't want to be there for me. I took it in for that 3 years and swallow all the pain in. My family has been telling me that he's not the right one for me but I try to stand on my ground. I was stubborn to listen to them until one day, I realize that why should I even make my parent worry bout me and that guy is not even worth it.

He still think he's right though as he has high ego. But whatever it is. he lost me for sure. He never try to be here for me so he'll never be here for me at all. Whatever is gone, it's gone. I will take it as a lesson but I still believe in love. :) My family show me ample of it. :) Everything seems to happen for a reason and I feel much happier now being single than being with someone who always make me feel like I'm nothing to him. I know my self worth. Although I'm not perfect, but I do still I deserve someone who love me and care about me. :)

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