I'm watching Shrek forever after.. Shrek reminds me a lot about him.. Where were him when I need him the most?? I feel like I'm just like the character of Fiona.. I'm getting more tougher than I was before. I do not need a prince charming to save me from the tower as I can save myself. I am aware that I need to be more independent and I realized that women should never rely on their men cause men can also be as weak as women are. They are scare to commit themselves to something they are not certain of and they are scare to even take the first step.
But as the movie potray, fiona forgave shrek when shrek realize his mistake and try to make up for the loses . He told me that he is sorry for what he didn't do for me, I'm trying to forgive him but I do not want to be hurt for the 2nd time. It's been 3 years and 3 years can't either be said long or short. So, I'm giving myself and himself 2nd chance. I'm trying to move on. Sometime, I just hate the habit of mind trying to recall my past. :(
As for now, my phd work require me to work as hard as man does. I'll be going to lab on weekday from 9 to 5 in order to cast 6 beam every week until everything is done. Luckily, the lab technicians are very helpful.
But as the movie potray, fiona forgave shrek when shrek realize his mistake and try to make up for the loses . He told me that he is sorry for what he didn't do for me, I'm trying to forgive him but I do not want to be hurt for the 2nd time. It's been 3 years and 3 years can't either be said long or short. So, I'm giving myself and himself 2nd chance. I'm trying to move on. Sometime, I just hate the habit of mind trying to recall my past. :(
As for now, my phd work require me to work as hard as man does. I'll be going to lab on weekday from 9 to 5 in order to cast 6 beam every week until everything is done. Luckily, the lab technicians are very helpful.
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