shop for the sky, but stuck at the ground...

I dunno where I'm at. I'm tired of waiting. Waiting here in line and hope that I'll find what I'm chasing. Been shopping for the sky but I'm stuck at the ground. I thought I could fly. :(

Not ready to let go. But I never know what my life will take me if I do let go. But I could not get what I'm wishing. Then, why should I try?

YippIe!~

I'm going back to kch on 17th dec. I can't wait. It's days before xmas and new year so it's time for my season retail therapy. I brought 2 boots. One normal knee length boots and the other one is military boots. Love them lots. Be posting them up when I'm free.

Besides that, I brought few dresses, which add into the collection that I have yet to wear. Maybe I can keep them for cny. ANd not forgetting 2 handbags. Love them. I think I might turned into a shopaholic. haha..

But i guess it's ok since I did not buy any make up stuff for the past few months. I don;t c the need of buying cause I have MAC foundation, prime and pearl glow cream, Chanel lipstick ( a gift from someone), branded BB cream, Stage make up range from eyeshadow and etc, LAncome eyeliner, make up remover and mascara ( gift from mandy), and etc..

Btw, I think I'm been to lazy. I know next week I'll be very busy. 2 coursework and 2 lab report to be marked. I guess I need to bring them back to KCH lol.. N a report that I need to work really hard on so it'll look perfect to be submitted.

:(

I think I might have lost my hp :(... I couldn't find it anywhere in my room or in the car. I hope I can recover it back. Maybe it's in the lab. I don't wanna lost it cause I don't wanna buy a new one.

I'm trying to put pieces of my report together. I need to complete as much as I can before I go back kch. So now till 17th, I'll be very very busy with beam testing and concrete trial mix.

Make my heart a better place

I'm dying to catch my breath
Oh, why don't I ever learn?
I've lost all my trust
Though I've surely tried to turn it around

Can you still see the heart of me?
All my agony fades away
When you hold me in your embrace

Don't tear me down for all I need
Make my heart a better place
Give me something I can believe

Don't tear me down
You've opened the door now
Don't let it close

I'm here on the edge again
I wish I could let it go
I know that I'm only one step away
From turning it around

Can you still see the heart of me?
All my agony fades away
When you hold me in your embrace

Don't tear me down for all I need
Make my heart a better place
Give me something I can believe

Don't tear it down, what's left of me
Make my heart a better place

I tried many times but nothing was real
Make it fade away, don't break me down
I want to believe that this is for real
Save me from my fear, don't tear me down

Don't tear me down for all I need
Make my heart a better place

Don't tear me down for all I need
Make my heart a better place
Give me something I can believe

Don't tear it down, what's left of me
Make my heart a better place
Make my heart a better place