Story Of Love...

I never came to know how much u meant to me...
Though u were there in front of me,
I did not Know when did it happened,
Till the day I realize I was so deeply in Love With u,
I don't even realize I was so into u,
Something I can't explain bout the feelings I have for u,
It's just so natural,
People told me I was looking for something that can't be found,
And I was risking everything I Had to be with u,

Choices of mine have been made,
Then there came a moment everything changes,
Things were no longer be the same,
Strange as it may seem,
It is the story of love I was seeking for,
No matter what did other people said,
We went through it
I still believe and faith in us,
I hope u do too to keep us going.

As long as I Got u, There's nth more that I would like to ask for,
U had came to change what I believe in,
I can't deny that I am a stubborn person,
But u r the only one who dare to tell me what's wrong,
U made me think life was more than goals that I was seeking for,
To have more colours of life that I can possible have,
I'm really sorry to tell u that I do not love u like yesterday anymore,



But I have love u more than that,
The love I have for u grows deeper each and everyday.

There will some come days,
Where we will be apart for a month plus,
However, I hope u'll have faith in us,
And that our love will keep us closer and stronger.
So have faith...
As our fairytale has just begun.. my prince... :)

Weird stuff...

I went to this restaurant as Subang with HIM for dinner and guess what is on their menu...

Guess what is this!~!~ U'll be FREAK OUT!~!~ It looks weird right?? I mean the shape.. Kinda remind me of smth But I can't think of what it is.. Well, u can just figure it out and tell me... And it's in a big big white glass container some more..



It's not only a few in the glass container.. But there are 4 big glass contaners with those things in it.. eww.. kinda gross isn't it... Who's gonna eat these things... oh... that's why there's a lot in there.. Cause there were left there to grow to this size cause no one actually eat it.. haha...




Well, in the end I got my answer. It's called Geoduck... The restaurant we went is a seafood restaurant so I guess it's also a type of seafood.. But how come I never heard of it in my life... Do u guys ever? And it costs around rm13.80 per 100gm...


Thanks to wikipedia, I had found out that geoduck (pronounced /ˈguːiːdʌk/ "gooey duck"^[1]), Panopea abrupta, is a species of large saltwater clam, a marine bivalve mollusk. The shell of this clam is large, about 15 to over 20 cm in length (about 7 to 9 inches), but the tremendously long siphons make the clam itself much longer; the "neck" or siphons alone can be one meter in length. The world's first geoduck fishery was created in 1970, but demand for the semi-forgotten clam was low due to its texture. There are sell in Asia for up to US$65/kg. Geoduck, like shark fin soup and black bear gall bladders, is highly regarded for its psychological attributes. Geoducks is the "enhancement of male performance". No wonder... haha..
The pic below was taken from wikipedia website.



ANd there's this fish.. Super huge also... so scary.. Kinda Look like a snake but it's not.. and it's so huge.. it is as huge as an alligator.. hmmm... weird weird.. who's gonna eat it.. The black dot on the fish was actually the eye.. And I was so dumb that HE told me it's the ear of the fish.. LOL..

I abolutely adore this series and song.. Just amazing..

The Call!~

I'm so happy that u called... Just to let me know the changes in ur flight... one more day to go.. Yeah.. I just can't wait.. U told me u'll meet me tmr... I hope u do.. U had promised me although I force u to.. hehe.. I just can't wait for the moment where I can see u again... I just wanna let u know..

I need you boo
I gotta see you boo
And there hearts all over the world tonight
Said there hearts all over the world tonight
And oh, I'm into you and
Boy no one else would do
With every kiss and every hug
You make me fall in love
And now I know I can't be the only one
I bet there's hearts all over the world tonight
With the love of their life who feel
What I feel when I'm with you, with you, with you, with you, with you... boy
With you, with you, with you, with you, with you... yeah..
With you, with you, with you, with you, with you.

Does FairyTale Exist???

Ever since I was a little girl I had a dream.. Fairytale dreams of a Prince Charming of my own, from Cinderella, Sleeping Beauty, Little Mermaid, Aladdin, Beauty And the Beast and not forget to mention, Snow White of course... Oh Yes, Disney had made great fairytale stories, which causes us little girls to go ga ga ga bout our Prince Charming, wearing a white suit and riding a Big White Horse... It maybe Crazy as it seems... But as kids, we learned nothing about the reality and harsh world of LOVE outside... We knew nothing bout LOVE except from our parents and Brothers and Sisters, who always give us unconditional love...

There will come a day, where boys meet girls.. They fall in love.. In Secondary Schools, there's lots of Puppy Crush going around.. Well, Puppy Crush as u Know wouldn't last long.. But, I've seen some of my schoolmates are still together with their bf till now... So, it's nice to know that.. Congrats to them... I believe it required a lot of toleration and effort to keep it this far... And, I wish you guys well and all the best.. :)

Back to the Fairytale thing again. Well, I've been asking this question to myself.. "Hmmm... Does Fairytale really exist??" This question u just need to ask urself...Those who are going to say "I do" may believe fairytale does exist...

Most of the people may think Wedding is the Fairytale... It's the wonderland anad you had found your happiness of your own and fairytale of your own.. But I think Wedding is just a step into the Fairytale world, no matter how lavish the wedding is, the truth of the fairytale only begin after it.. Some who had spent millions in their wedding, end up in divorce after just 6 months as they realize they can't stand each other's characters..

But why does Disney never tell us stories bout the life after Wedding? And why does the Disney princesses are those characters?? ( Cinderella, Snow White, Sleeping Beauty) Cinderella and Snow White can be a good maid.. Shouldn't call them maid.. They can make a Good Housekeeper... I know they are pretty and as guys, as long as the girl is pretty, nothing is impossible.. But if u r a Prince, there's more than looks than u need to consider..Would u want a House Keeper as your Princess? Can you possibly bring them to the Grand Dinners where other countries Princes and Princesses will attend? How can they possible fit in?? Hmm... to think about it... It may exist hundreds years ago.. But with the modernization of todays' world.. I don't think it can anymore.. Am i still a 6 years old little girl to believe in these?? Well, couldn't blame Disney to project those Princesses Image of those characters?? Money!~ Yes, they just want money from the little girls who buy their Princesses Products... This is call the real world.. :) And the amount of of not only pretty but intelligent girls are increasing in this world.. So being a Prince nowdays u have more choices and have the right to be choosy...

Okay, forget about Cinderella and Snow White.. The other character I don't quite understand is Belle From Beauty and the Beast... For me she's the most prettiest among the princesses.. However, she end up loving a beast... What does she see in the beast?? But it still make sense though as there's lots of pretty girls around who doesn't go for looks..Cause they are in love with the inner beauty of the guy they love.. I respect them and admire them.. :) But why are there no characters of Prince end up loving a less pretty girl?? Why??? Cause this story can never be told in FAirytale.. Cause most guys go for looks, right? Even less handsome guys also tend to chase the most pretty girls out there.. Haha...

Another character is Ariel.. She was a beautiful mermaid... She's a princess of her own.. and she found the guy she love.. A Prince also.. Which make more sense for the fairytale story.. EXCEPT she has a FISH TAIL.... If u r a guy, would u love the girl who has a FISH TAIL.. Oh my... it will be a nightmare though... Waking up everyday in fear of looking at the slimy fishy fishy tail.. ewww.. :)

Aladdin was still alright.. It takes bout a real Princess, Princess Jasmine, who fall in love with Aladdin.. Though Aladdin was a thief.. haha.. But she loves him.. That one may happen as love is blind... :) This happened mostly on girls.. Love is blind for girls.





Other disney characters who was not in the Princesses kingdoms is non other than Mulan And Pocahontas... 2 Of this characters are the one I love the MOST.. Mulan is so cool... She fought for her father and for the Country.. Despite she's a girl, for her father sake, she acted like a boy to fight in the army and defend the country.. And she's a chinese.. Cool isn't it... And Pocahontas, I admire her though for her bravery in saving Smith as that time, in her tribes.. women means nothing to men but only to do house chores and give Birth.. And believe it or not.. Pocahontas really exist and are part of the history in our world.. Check this out http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Pocahontas..

After all these, I still wanted to believe in FAirytale Stories although there are impossible to happpen... :) Maybe I still believe in the fact,, True love does exist and I love to have a happily ever after with the one I love...where enchantments never ends and happened everyday.. How about u??


pic sources-
Pocahontaas pc from ww.mouseplanet.com/articles.php?art=ht050503kk
Disney Princess Pic from disneyshopping.go.com/webapp/wcs/stores/servl...
Mulan pic from www.meekosmulanpage.com/

In This Moment...

I love this song so much... The lyrics mean a lot to me...

In This Moment By David Archuleta

Driving through the city
For the first time you and me
Staring through a window and my own reflection
How can a window encompass perfection

Now that I know what it's like to be living
This beautiful world has never stop giving
I can't return to a life with no vision
Born into lives not by my own decision

I... I... I... I wanna be in this moment
No one can take it from me
I... I... I... I wanna stay in this moment
No one can take away it from me

Give me a chance and I'll show you what's real
Open your eyes and you'll see
That I'm stuck in a moment
And no one can take it from me

I... I... I... I wanna be in this moment
No one can take it from me
I... I... I... I wanna stay in this moment
No one can take away it from me yeah

BANANA!~

I've been sleeping late lately.. and I've been watching this Singapore Series, which the title I couldn't even read... But I can read this one though and I can write coz it's for someone special. :o) But I ain't sure I wrote it right or not.. But I think can do la.. hehe

I've been called Banana by some of my classmates. Do any part of me look like banana? Some more I'm a girl, so I couldn't possible own a banana.. if u get what I mean.. Anyway, I've been called Banana maybe due to the fact that I can't speak Mandarin...But beware, I can listen and the meaning of what u guys mean when u converse in Mandarin though I acted dumb most of the time.. haha.. jk.. And as a Kuching people, I can speak Hokkien.. So it can make me half BAnana.. haha...

Well, I've tried to speak before but it sounded kind of Funny though... There's this incidents, me and my friends went to a cake shop, planning to order some Birthday Cakes for the Birthday Boys last year.. The lady at the cake shop only can speak mandarin, which I don't understand why, as most people in Kuching SUPPOSE to know how to speak HOkkien.. I tried to speak to her in HOkkien but it made me feel like I'm a duck talking to a chicken.. So, I end up speaking BROKEN mandarin to her.. Half Mandarin with Half English... No no.. It's Quarter Mandarin and 3 Quarter English.. As I was speaking, Kiong stood there and sort of laugh at me.. and he said, " Wei, What do u wanna ask her? I help u ask la.. U tell me. I tell her.". I was like OK and i asked him, " Is the way I speak funny?". And he said." Haha!~"... So what does this HAHA supposed to mean? Hmm.. :)



2nd Pic source-http://www.survivalofthesickestthebook.com/blog/?p=116

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hmmm.... I miss you now... what could it be?? Oh ya... I miss my sweet indulgence... It's the pleasure that I can never resist... I can't wait to taste it and feel it again.. Oh my.... I certainly can't wait and hold myself any longer anymore... I really need you and want you so badly... I certainly do.. Yeah.. It's my Haagen_Dazs ice- cream... I can't wait to taste you again.. :)

It's beautiful isn't it.. Can't wait to taste it again..

Dedicated to I4B47...

Exam's over.. Yeah!~ I've been looking forward for this holidays.. To do tons of things.. But the plan may not turn out to what it should be.. So kinda disappointed with things that happened around me.. Anyway, today is the last day I'll be staying in my hostel room.. Kinda miss this room.. It's small but it served me well for the past few months... :)

:) I'll be moving to my aunt's place tomorrow.. Alone... sob sob... Till now then... Gtg.. pack my stuff.. I have 4 big Boxes of stuff haven't been kept.. so tons of things to do.. hehe..

No Insurance and Assurance!~

One thing in our life that will never have and never will be to have an insurance and assurance.. Guess what? Yeap!~ It's....

L.O.V.E

What exactly is love?? Love is an unique thing.. It can starts with a smile, develops with a kiss and ends with tears.. Love comes and goes..

Is it loving someone deeply and willing to do anything for her or him without expecting anything in return is called true love? It may seem silly but I've meet people who is willing to do so.. Loving someone and waiting for her for so long and didn't get her love in return.. It's sad though.. Some who have it can just lost it like that, and there's no second chance to get it back!~ Some never get the love in return.. It's like giving up our heart and give it for the person we love and in a hope that he or she will never break it and will take good care of our heart.. And if one day the person who has your heart end up breaking it, it's a real pain and it's the feeling that unbearable.. However, after a while... I guess we'll be alright.. We'll heal and search for it again.. And these process may repeat till we found the RIGHT one whom we'll spend our happily ever after.. funny right? There's no get it right at the first time.. errors may occur without u controlling it..


For me, HIS love have touches my heart over and over again by small things that he does.. Traveling all the way just to make sure that i'll be alright.. And trying to make me happy with all the things he can possible do and think of. All the things he cares and thinks for me.. I guess loving someone is not just thinking and making decisions not only for me, myself and I.. But it's about us..It's amazing to see it, feel it and have it..I wish it will never end.. Every moment that we've spend.. I promise i'll remember it for as long as I can..

Perfect??

I've trying hard to figure what does it takes to be perfect?? Is it being smart and beautiful??


I've learn something which is true.. Don't be afraid to admit that we're less than perfect.. What does the quality a person need to have before can be classified as perfect?? Pretty? Gorgeous? Intelligent? Kind? Rich? How bout the inner beauty? How can we judge someone by their looks? I guess most humans go for looks.. But remember, looks can deceive... Go for someone who can make you smile.. You will feel that you'll the most lucky person in this world.. It's easy to fall in love with someone, but it's hard to have 2 people, who love each other to be together.. And if you had found one, the most important is maintaining the relationship that you have.. Never take for granted so it'll last... No one knows what's going to happen in few years time, so treasure what you have now and the most important thing is let things go naturally... The least expected outcome might be the one which surprise you the most and by then, you'll feel that you have found your happiness.. Hopefully..

4 days till I see you again!~

It's been the longest time without u..
I don't know where to turn to..
Counting days before I can see you again..
U told me u need to go back for a while..
I'll wait for as long as I can...
I can't wait to see you again..

4 more days to go!~

Life is Like Wearing Shoes!~!~

Shoes may give us pleasure or pain... Girls, u should Know how much you need to bear with the heels.. It hurts although we look nice in it.. It's hard to find the perfect shoes that fit, which gives us comfort and pleasure... This also reflects our life and love...


In life.. we can relate shoes to a person's feeling... I believe whatever we say or do in situations... It can lead us to consequences and outcomes of the situations... So, think before you do anything... Always try to put yourself into other's shoes... If you feels that it hurts you, it probably hurt that person too.. People tend to choose the path in life which can lead to positive outcomes.. So whatever decision a person make, there are reasons behind it.... U'll never understand unless u're in that person shoes.. Sometimes, things may not like what u seem unless u'll that person.. Only the person knows what the best for her or him.. and w So we can never judge others if we don't want others to judge us too..




In love, finding the perfect pair that fit, is hard.. Some shoes may look nice and pretty.. But it doesn't serve well.. You'll have blister wearing it, just like ballet pointe shoes.. It looks very nice right? Those who wore it before will know how hurt ur feet can be till it can cause blisters and bleed if it doesn't fit..Believe me.. But the thing with shoes is if u never try, u'll never know.. love is the same too.. U never know unless u try.. Same with shoes, if u never buy and wear it.. How do u know how well it fits u...

The things which is different between shoes and love maybe with shoes, u can try before u buy..
it'll worn out one day and u'll need to throw it away when it doesn't fit you anymore... But with love, u can't try and if u try, it's the start of a relationship, which u will end up hurt or happy.. But when u found true love, u'll hope it'll last forever but it need the other half of us to give their best too.. It's a fairytale... Believe me.. :)

Pics sources from (1st pic-www.coolfunpics.com and 2nd pic- http://www.pointeperfect.co.uk/)

Who Own The Road??

Those who are from NOttingham should Know who own the Road.. haha... There are not vehicles.... But they are..

Cool huh....The front one is so call the leader..

Friendship VS Enemies!~

Friendship And Enemies!~ Something I just can't quite understand.. For as long as I can remember, I've seen and been through situations of friends who became best friends and with some conflicts and misunderstandings, they are not friends anymore and they have reasons in blaming each others. I guess relationship between people is hard.. Conflicts may arise in a certain situation.. I guess it's just how u look at it and how u want to deal with it..

Remarks can be thrown on each others.. and each others will get on each others nerve.. Well, but i guess there's nothing to gain in the end.. So, sit down and think of it.. If u think u r wrong, u owe someone an apology and it's not embarrassing to say sorry... It need a lot of courage to do so.. AND if someone apologize to u.. Nevertheless u should accept cause it's not easy for some one to say sorry..

We are humans, sometimes we just can't differentiate what's right and wrong.. And every mistakes we made, we must own up to it and learn from it... And you'll realize you will earn a lot in the end.. And it's actually no big deals about conflicts.. It's just the way people think between each other is different...

Remarks- The picture above taken from www.fijilive.com/ecards/icons/friendship.jpg

Genting Trip!~

Here are two of the nice photos taken during the trip..

Energizer Male Models!~ Do u girls feel energize looking at them? haha.. One of the best pics taken during the trip..

We Love Energizer!! haha

Best time to have!~

Guess what's the best time in UNI?


It's holidays.. ya hoo!~! Can't believe I finish my Year 2 already? It'll be around 4 months before I continue my Year 3 ... hehe... lots and lots of plans are in my head now.. Genting for Space Shoot) Petaling Street (Claypot Chicken and Roast Duck) Sunway (Roxy Summer Splash) Langkawi (Relaxation)... haha... I'm still Planning for more things.. but then, i'll just let things flow by itself... That's the best....

Anyway, to all my fellow classmates and friends... Happy Holidays!~!~

Journey In Uni For The Past Few Months

hmm.. for this entry.. I'll like to share more about myself.. haha... I just finished my uni Year 2.. I was a direct entry student to Year 2. Hence, I was away from home for like 8 months up to date.
I realize Uni Life is way too different from what I had gone through in Inti Diploma..


New discovery in Uni for the past few months:

INDEPENDENT - It's important to be independent out here.. You don't have friends or
classmates who are true anymore.. People in Uni tend to be selfish.. For what I think is true.. When I was in Diploma I have 3 friends who have helped me a lot in studies and we frequently discuss things we aren't sure and they are willing to teach you.. But in UNI, some people here are more happy to see you do badly.. It's true though... And you can't rely on people anymore.. Anyway, as long as we are humans.. we'll be selfish.. It's just how much of it in us.. So can't blame people.. Cause I'm learning to be one too.. haha.. SO don't blame me if I'm selfish..

SOCIETY OF LIFE - I was talking to my classmates the other day bout UNI life... They said that UNI is the best place to see different type of people in life... I thought of what they said.. and I totally agree with them.. Like for Example in class, u'll find people not turning up for class one.. u''ll find some people who is so "KIASU" in studies.. U'll find people who is naturally born smart. U'll find people who is so hardworking.. Hence, U'll see lots of different people.. This maybe due to their different background, religious and belief..

KNOWLEDGE - In uni, knowledge is more than in the books or notes you study.. Knowledge in books are important for us to score good grades, but the true knowledge is the what we have learn from our surrounding in uni.. We'll deal with different people at all times in different situations.. and the consequences of the way we manage it will lead us to a lot different changes that can occur.

SUFFERING - People tend to think it's nice to be away from home... to have all the freedom we could never imagine we can have at home.. At first, I was thinking like that.. But for what I had gone through this past few months make me think twice about the reasons I choose this path.. I realize family is the most important things.. They'll the one who will always think what's the best for us..

ASSIGNMENTS - In Uni, we tend to deal with assignments and sometimes, assignments which are pretty tough, We'll need to run up to some friend for some help.. Then, U'll see who is the one who is selfish or not.....some is so willing to help till everyone look for "her" aka jw...haha..

FRIENDS - One of my friends told me... In Uni, u'll find that friends hang out with friends for their own needs.. I think it's true here and it applied.. Friends only look for u for their needs.. Everyone is so busy coping up with their studies and no one have the time to sit down and think of the values of friends..

Anyway, for those going to uni and are in uni now.. I wish you guys all the best.. Some may not agree with me.. It's just what I discover... NO actual FACTS about it... Hope you guys enjoy thinking of what I wrote while reading it.. Till Now...

Re-Engineering Of Life..

I was thinking of all sorts of names for this blog.. But then, in the end... I had decided on this.. Re-Engineering Of Life...

The Meaning of Re-Engineering...
Robson states that " Re-Engineering is the creation of a whole new things and more effective business porcess without regards to what has been gone before..".

But in my opinion.. I'm not dealing with business here... Hence, I think Re-Engineering Of Life.. would be more into " Creation of a whole new things that can lead to a more valuable life journey without regard to what we have gone before..".

Hence in this blog.. I'll try share of what I'm thinking and discover throughout the journey of my life for as long as I can get to live...

Anyway, feel free to share your thoughts with me... As I think everyone things differently from each other... And hope you guys enjoy this blog..


Sincerely,
Jen